Surrender

I surrender to caffein and nikotin.

I ended up depending on caffein to keeps my engine work. And nikotin..bcos im a second-hand smoker and thanks to somebody who smokes and leave all the smells all over the books. I hate perfume, but im getting used to the smell of it. Though, sometimes it suffocates me. I dont know what give me the determination to put up with all these bullshits.

I swear after tomorrow if i dont sleep i'll be a zombie.

2 papers down 4 more to go. ^^

I like the feeling of being awake and study. I felt happy. I am grateful that im actually given a chance to pursue my education. I felt better everday though im not doing well in my studies. Is a real challenge to me. Like i said before, back in high school i put litte effort and i get fruitful return. Not really la_ but cukup makan. Unlike now.. i sacrificed so much i ended being dissapointed.

Is 630am now. Exactly 32 hours more to my hardest subject , stats and calculus quiz. After that i could catch my 24hours sleep to pay back what i left. *happiness* awaits me!  Screw my korean language night class~

Crap. Kena jalan kaki to library under the rain..ㅠㅠㅠ

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[chelle]

I am DONE with my finals!!! wee~~~
hahah am here to kacau u ;P

All the best in ur next papers!! =))