flame of desire

My whole life i have never been this competitive.

I know i should take things step by step.

But is out of my control.

It seems like, i want to be good in everything.

Not that i want to be the best or the top of the class, i just want to be good.

I want to be in speaking, like others. Who are loud spoken, who speaks fluently without hesitating..

I want to beat the guys at the court eventhough im a girl..

I want to do well in my exams so i could sustain my scholarship student status and probably obtain a scholarship for my graduate school.

I want to get a good job to secure a good bright future.

I want to be rich so i could bring my mum and bro travel around the world. And so i can adopt a children o 2 so complete my mission in life.

Thats all.

But is not within my reach.

I know those who are the top have climbed the highlands of desires to be where they are right now. Struggling is part of the challenge. I really shouldnt be complaining. So what others makes you feel small they just dont want to appear small in front of you.

Im gaining momentum. Screw the so called "superior"

Comments

[biq]

Be strong and take courage my dear, keep the flame of fire going.You are still young and ambitious, your goal will be within your reach.Be happy and optimistic, the sun is shining for you......love u Mum

[Park Soo]

Qis,

After all your effort, don't forget 'Him'. Tawakkal.